Thinkin’ over…

(Read previous post) What h@ happened 2 a friend, or could B happenin’ 2 NE1 around us, or even us! T__T (Hopefully NOT!!!) H@ nonetheless m8 me 2 think… About Ds life… About d’way we live our life… 4 what purpose?! Just live 2 die? Do we just wait or do we eagerly search 4 death 2 approach? ^^; Guess it’s not gonna work d@ way! But again, Y should we live? 4 what reason?…

Y?!

Do U know Y???…… ;)

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Touchy 2 know, how many friends of Yenni Ho (Rest In Peace, Girl!) h@ done all they Kn, in their each own very way, 2 not FR losin’ a glimpse of R smile, even now it fades, 2 nothingness, now d@ C’s gone… But guess R spirit will still alive 4FR! Remain warm in their memory, within the silent now-cold smile still remembered by all R friends… Dose who know, even dose who don’t…

Sum of R friends m8 website 2 memorize R, others m8 account in FS so-named MemoryOfHoho… Very touchy! Y would they do such things? I mean, not Fry1 deserve awarded nicely such, what h@ m8 M do d@ 4 R? =) FR 1der? ;)

I frankly Z, don’t know Yenni Ho in person! NFR h@ m@, I guess, well I dunno if we FR passed by along hallway within campus (4 R face Cmd familiar ^^;) But NEway… I Kn V-gure d@ C’s somehow a nice, friendly, warm n caring 2 all R friends! Otherwise, not d@ many would miss R gr8ly… Outside d’tragic story d@ Ns R life in a painful way even 4 us 2 Qp in mind T__T Y@ d’treatment C obtained from R friends after C left M all, implied d@ d’lost over R is more dN just a Dp condolence n of heartfelt sympathy… But it’s a result n d’reward of d’power of FRIENDSHIP… Of which d’warmth of d’spirit may F Bn spreaded by Yenni Ho while C’s still smilin’ S wide just around us…

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I know how it V-ls 2 lose FRIEND… =(

N 2 sum, may B I M 2 much in my way treatin’ my friends, but I F my own reason Y…

I don’t FR 1 2 lose NEmore of FRIENDS!! T_____T

D@’s d’spirit I’m holdin’ on up 2 now, yeah…

D@’s d’reason… Y I… Holdin’ on…

2 Qp smilin’…

Qp fightin’…

2 protect smiles of my dear FRIENDS! =)

Zeireddo

"I’m d’smile protector!

KIDO KAMEN! Henshin!!

Qp on smilin’!

I’ll protect U!!"

^___________^;v

Nyeeh!! ;p

Coz I don’t 1 2 C M s@ nor shed a tear!

Not NEmore…

4 I’ve Cn many s@ faces…

Of losin’ me…

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Talkin bout testimonials, I M so gr8ful 2 all friends d@ h@ written 4 me Ds much… Wow, I’m so touched… T___T Real Dp thank you… ;) I do love M!! What Kn I say? I LUV U ALL!! ^^;v

They R the spirit d@ h@ always m8 me awaken, the strength when I’m weary, the grip of hand n shoulder 2 cry on when I M V-lin down, they gave me power 2 realize d@ I’m ac2LE still worth d@ precious, d@ many friends rely on me, h@ hoped 4 me, m8 wish on me, 2 Qp on fightin’, while Qp smilin’, 2 y@ protectin’ N-otr sincere smile… =)

It’s always nice 2 know d@ U R NOT ALONE…

Sumhow I NO LONGER F 2 live Ds wild n rough world ALONE!! ;)

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U’re NOT ALONE…

4 U F so many friends around U who care, with whom U share, who reminds U, Qp U aware, honest 2 U, judgin’ U fair, B thankful, 4 such friends R rare…

So always cherish if U F friends of alike…

Coz trust me, I know how it V-ls…

Of losin’ FRIENDS… =(

Won’t V-l NO MORE!!! =)

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Ds post is dedicated 2 my MISSING FRIENDS of Queen Elizabeth High School, back dN in 1995 to 96, of Halifax, Nova Scotia, Canada… I tried 2 search M in FS, H 1 of M!! But up 2 now I always N up failed n failed T___T What’s d’m@r? C’md like U all h@ just vanished, WHIIZZZZ!! Vaporized? Without a trace? Don’t understN, in a ZZZZAPPPP!!! Gone!! Kn’t B-liv it, looks like U all F Bn teleported 2 NFRland or sumwhere ^^; Cmin’ly NOT in Ds world… T______T

Guyz… Miss U lots!! In times of sorrow, loneliness, missin’ U much!

I know I F so many FRIENDS who care S much 4 me here, but still, I’d rather F U ALL!! N I MEAN ALL!!! ^_______^;v Friends Here n dR!! ^^; 4 all of U… R d’only worth meant in life! My re-Zn 2 Qp fightin’ hard life in Ds world! =) Without U guyz, M nothin’… Simply all alone…

But look here now…

All d@ remained was just ashes of memories, y@ still Qpt carefully within d’pot of jewelry box so-named FRIENDSHIP, Dp in my heart… ;)

S Ur guyz writings start 2 fade, testimonials U all wrote 4 me in book b4 I left Halifax perhaps 4FR… =( Ds book is all I F got left… 2 Qp me tied 2 U through bitter n sweet moments d@ we shared… In replace 4 all Ur presence, Ds book h@ Bn my best friend 2 accompany, along decade — it’s Bn 10 years!! –, in times I miss U all d’most… T____T

2 NOT(!!) FR 4g@ U all… =)

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I wrote M all over again, in my blog of FS account, no not here! ^^; But in special place tributed 4 all of U… Hope sumhow in times, NE1 would FR, if FR!!, found it over d’n@… Hopefully U’ll know d@ sumhow… Sum1 from very far away, still misses U…

FRIENDS 4FR!!!

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Dedicated 2 FRIENDS of Queen Elizabeth High School, Halifax, Nova Scotia, Canada… Proud class of 1995/96 =)

MISSING KIDO: 

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=21034969

N Ds R testimonials U wrote 4 me, real appreC8, tnx all guyz!! NFR 4G@!!!

Memory Capsule:

http://dhimas_wisnu_mahendra.blogs.friendster.com/memory_capsule/

FRIENDS 4FR!! ^__________________________^;v

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KIDO KAMEN =)

(DHIMAS WISNU MAHENDRA)