Ds last 2 weeks I’ve Bn thinkin’… About myself… Sumhow I couldn’t understN… Sum things I couldn’t g@ Vxd rite… I nd 2 lrn 2 face things out… S@ things clear, unfolded screwed life of a w@ thread, m8 All up… Try 2 shed d’tears… Mine, hers, others, dunno… Oh well… ^^;

EHM!! So where shall we start now? =)

LOVE…

Ds word h@ screwed me up l8ly! More dN I could imagine… I mean… I NFR know 1 LOVE could turn my whole life upside down… When we thought we were in control, it flaps away, scarried n wild, drown U confused, remember lovely butterfly? ;) It flew, danced nicely beautiful in charm… Butterfly only looks beautiful when it flies n dance freely! When we try 2 capture, it either grew weak, s@, or even soon die in our palm…

Like grabs of sands…

U hold it tight, it will B smashed in tiny bits… U hold it loose, it will soon vanished n slippin’ thru Ur fingers, flown away by whispering soft wind of calm nite of waveless sea…

In D N, result is d’same…

U Kn NFR F R!!!…

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Wind always blows…

No m@r what…

Don’t blame d’wind…

Blame not d’sand nor butterfly…

It is d’sail U need 2 adjust 2 sail on…

It is d’beauty of d’dance of butterfly U need 2 cherish…

Sumtimes love doesn’t mean possessin’…

It HURTS!…

It’s true…

But guess no other way…

U F just gotta l@ it B…

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I F Bn ridin’ roller coaster, ups n downs, laughters n tears, joys n d’cries, I SCREAMED sumtimes!!… Racin’ on wheels, 140km/hours, behind d’steer, UWOOOOOOOOO… AAAAAAAAAARGGGHHH!!! "BEEP-BEEEEPPPP"!!!! (Shoutin’ R name! @_@)

"WO SE CEN TE CEN TE CEN TE HEN AI NIIIIIIII!!!!" ^^;

Y@ still smilin’ all d’way, 4 it worths 2 ride…

Even after ride is over… =)

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Guess so is LOVE…

I M lucky 2 g@ d’chNs 2 love, though C m8 NFR knew how Dp it was, CncR n true… C just NFR 1s 2 B-liv, I guess C’s feared… (Rn’t U?! ;p Honest??!) I guess C’s feared…

Of LOVIN’ me!! ;) APA?! MASIH MAU GIGIT??? =D Wakakaka…

Ds is d’part where I couldn’t understN R…

C NFR 1s 2 l@ me know d’re-Zn Y…

Re-Zn Y Kn’t C B w/ me… T____T

When it came up 2 Ds part of conversa-Zn…

C just remained still…

Mouth shut…

Silent…

Leavin’ me in awe, speechless, DHOHHH!!!… @~*

I know C got a re-Zn…

F-ry1 DOES!!

So just tell me! =)

I am a very simple MAN! All I need was just a re-Zn…

If it is reasonable, guess I Kn take it, what fears U most?! Nothin’ will FR change! If 2 h8 sum1 needs a re-Zn, 2 kill sumbody, a crime needs a motive, 2 love sumbody… DOESN’T NEED re-Zn @ All!!

I just, simply…

LOVE U…

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But I respect R, howFR…

If C h@ R re-Zn 4 not lovin’ me, dN…

C also h@ re-Zn 4 not l@in’ me know, d’re-Zn Y…

Guess it’s R rite…

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I’m a fighter…

D’way I fight…

C was d’re-Zn I fought 4!

A fighter needs re-Zn 2 fight!!

So what’s d’use 2 fight NEmore…

Now when I lost d’re-Zn?!

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I just V-l pity, s@ 4 R…

4 C doesn’t know what a "1derful" thing C might gonna lose… ;)

But what use of tellin’ R now?!

d@ C m8 losin’ a LOVE…

NFR Bn GR8R?!!… ;)

If C NFR 1s 2 try n XP-riNs, I guess C’d NFR really know… =)

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Love Kn’t B forced…

I know…

Won’t work! ;)

No m@r how I Z, when C told me 2 move on, I deserve 1 much b@r, C always Z, but I don’t 1 b@r 1! I only want U!!…

Still it won’t work… ^^; (Hihihihi)

I dunno which 1 is more stubborn, me or R! ^^;

But oh well… ;)

Guess we Kn’t F all we 1 in life…

D@’s what makes us CHERISH what we F got now, rite?…

Nothin’ 2 lose…

Heyy, we Kn’t lose what we NFR really h@, khan? ;)

Guess I F learned…

1 way or N-otr, I really B gr8ful…

Thank U 2 U…

Sumhow U F m8 me a B@rMAN, n much stronger a MAN! B-)

I know it’s hard 2 achieve love…

It takes struggle, fight, no little sacrifices…

But what called STRONG is not 1 who finally g@ what he fought 4!!

Would U B still S STRONG when U finally F 2 lose it all?…

D@’s d’QsCn…

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Hard-heartedly,

Must B @ 1st,

But Cncrly…

Simply b’coz I love U…

(Sigh! @~*)

I l@ U go…

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4 me S long S U’re happy… ;)

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d@’s d’re-Zn I F Bn fightin’ all d’way!

Now d@ it’s d’only thing U asked from me…

Won’t I fulfill dN?…

I just 1 2 make U happy… T____T

W/ or W/o…

I even no longer ask U 2 promise d@ U’d B happy…

No condition… @ All! (Heyy, d@’s what called TRUE LOVE!! ^^;v)

I don’t care what others would say, I care 4 U…

N coz I care…

I l@ U go…

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WHAT?!!…

SAY A THING!!

Isn’t d@ what U really 1?!!…

(N sounds of audience rose, sum clapped dR hands, but I don’t care!!)

L@ R go, Man!…

Go 4 R life… (Suit suiwww!)

L@ R F it…

If U really love R, l@ go… (Plok4!)

4 R happiness…

Isn’t d@ what U F always Z U were fightin’ 4?

(D’re-Zn?)

C’s happy now, n it’s b’coz of U…

(But Y I V-l so s@ inside? @~*)

"S long S C is happy!" WOW! D@’s a MAN’s WORD!! ^_______^;v

(Yeah, but M I not supposed 2 B happy 2, now when C is? ;(

Y do I V-l I’m losin’ grip? Got a headache!

Think dR’s a hammer hits my head! @_@)

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N slowly d’curtain fell down n closin’ in…

Leavin’ me in silent dark backstage, n now all alone again…

While audience outside gave a standing ovation n clapping hands, whistling…

Hysteria echoing in whole ballroom S if 2 crumble!!

What a story… ^^;

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Kido Kamen @_@